Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
WiSH foR ThiS DaY
Another year has gone by,
a new chapter in my life
is about to open now.
no candle light,
no decorative cake,
no beautiful gifts
no mother’s kisses
but lots of wishes
lots of attention
by people surround me
Another year has gone by,
I’m still preparing my life
sitting and wondering
in this solitary mind of mine
So many mistakes I have made
So many corretions I must show
Another year is awaiting
Wish I could be someone
to be proud of
Wish I could make something
useful in life
I wish myself a happy new day
a new chapter in my life
is about to open now.
no candle light,
no decorative cake,
no beautiful gifts
no mother’s kisses
but lots of wishes
lots of attention
by people surround me
Another year has gone by,
I’m still preparing my life
sitting and wondering
in this solitary mind of mine
So many mistakes I have made
So many corretions I must show
Another year is awaiting
Wish I could be someone
to be proud of
Wish I could make something
useful in life
I wish myself a happy new day
Friday, December 8, 2006
FoR tHiS...
This feeling…
Somebody tell me
what could this be..
The feeling that always mesmerize me
It’s not just emotion
yet it is enfolding with confident and affection
A heart that miles apart away
but it is chiseled in me
Wanting to reach out for you
so close, and I know you’re wanting too
Craving to be in your arms,
be held so tight
Longing to be with you
here and together unremittingly
But knowing I can’t, it’s tormented me
For this…
This is forbidden love enthralls me
Somebody tell me
what could this be..
The feeling that always mesmerize me
It’s not just emotion
yet it is enfolding with confident and affection
A heart that miles apart away
but it is chiseled in me
Wanting to reach out for you
so close, and I know you’re wanting too
Craving to be in your arms,
be held so tight
Longing to be with you
here and together unremittingly
But knowing I can’t, it’s tormented me
For this…
This is forbidden love enthralls me
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
tRutH
Truth…
Fact….
Reality…
Although it’s shocked
but we know it’s true
Although it hurts
but we know it’s real
Fact….
Reality…
Although it’s shocked
but we know it’s true
Although it hurts
but we know it’s real
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
bETrayAL
Betrayal..
It hurts when we get a betrayal in life. But aren’t we being able to do so?
Once my friend told me that his girlfriend is about to betray him. He told me that it hurts him so bad. Well, what can I say .I’m not that expert to give him any advices. Somehow, his girl acts normally in front of him. I cannot give him anything as a subject for advice.
Well, if someone doing that way is it just for fun, looking for something cannot be found in the relationship, or is it because of the jaded relationship? Or maybe none of the reasons I gave above? And the reasons I gave are for denial of doing something or are just to secure our self of doing something? Do we have someone to blame?
Well my friend, I’m sorry I cannot give you any advices on problem you told me so. I can only be a garbage basket for the problem you have. I can only hear, listen to every word you said about your girl betrayal but I cannot give any solutions on it. I’m really sorry for that, my friend…
I looked into the mirror
just found someone inside
someone who’s alike me
a sweet sugary layered girl
overly colored..
too much…
sickening…
disgusting…
But then the mirror is broken
I caught my self in the broken mirror
I cannot escape..
I cry for help,
I shout out loud..
Nobody hears
Nobody listens
And I sunk
Suddenly…
Deep down inside the mirror
Deeper,
deeper,
and deeper..
It hurts when we get a betrayal in life. But aren’t we being able to do so?
Once my friend told me that his girlfriend is about to betray him. He told me that it hurts him so bad. Well, what can I say .I’m not that expert to give him any advices. Somehow, his girl acts normally in front of him. I cannot give him anything as a subject for advice.
Well, if someone doing that way is it just for fun, looking for something cannot be found in the relationship, or is it because of the jaded relationship? Or maybe none of the reasons I gave above? And the reasons I gave are for denial of doing something or are just to secure our self of doing something? Do we have someone to blame?
Well my friend, I’m sorry I cannot give you any advices on problem you told me so. I can only be a garbage basket for the problem you have. I can only hear, listen to every word you said about your girl betrayal but I cannot give any solutions on it. I’m really sorry for that, my friend…
I looked into the mirror
just found someone inside
someone who’s alike me
a sweet sugary layered girl
overly colored..
too much…
sickening…
disgusting…
But then the mirror is broken
I caught my self in the broken mirror
I cannot escape..
I cry for help,
I shout out loud..
Nobody hears
Nobody listens
And I sunk
Suddenly…
Deep down inside the mirror
Deeper,
deeper,
and deeper..
DiRtY dOugH
I don’t live in paradise
and neither in hell
I live in a place
where death and life is
kind of blur to be seen
Stop having a sympathize for me
coz I don’t require for it
Just boil a water, then
put your head onto it
so you can get your brain washed
I’m sick of this distinguish
There’s such a great great border
stands surround me
It’s a very thick layer border
in every side of me
I can’t walk
I can’t even move
Nor I can’t breathe
These walls are locking me tightly
When I saw it falls apart,
then I should be die
Die with no dignity
Die with no pride
It feels like great dirty dough
scrambled and thrown onto your face
It feels like a megaton of nuclear bomb
blasted in your heart
It hurts
It terribly hurts
For now I’m being someone
I don’t really recognize…!!!!!!!!!
and neither in hell
I live in a place
where death and life is
kind of blur to be seen
Stop having a sympathize for me
coz I don’t require for it
Just boil a water, then
put your head onto it
so you can get your brain washed
I’m sick of this distinguish
There’s such a great great border
stands surround me
It’s a very thick layer border
in every side of me
I can’t walk
I can’t even move
Nor I can’t breathe
These walls are locking me tightly
When I saw it falls apart,
then I should be die
Die with no dignity
Die with no pride
It feels like great dirty dough
scrambled and thrown onto your face
It feels like a megaton of nuclear bomb
blasted in your heart
It hurts
It terribly hurts
For now I’m being someone
I don’t really recognize…!!!!!!!!!
Monday, December 4, 2006
Friday, December 1, 2006
DifFerEntLy
One day my friend told me about "C"
but then my friend doing the "B"
One day my friend said the "A"
but then I saw the "D"
One day my friend asked about "F"
but then again I look the "G"
Acting differently....
why doing so?
Doing the opposite,
no need a clarification.
It is sad to think
that someone close to you
is doing that way
It is bad to know
that someone close to you
is hiding something
at the back of you
But when you do the same way
as your friend did to you
what do you feel then?
Truth..
Somewhat is very difficult
to be said
to be done
It's very hard to tell
what lies beneath
Even it laid on the edge
you have difficulty
to speak it
out loud..
to express it
clearly...
So must we keep the truth
lock in tight, undone....???
but then my friend doing the "B"
One day my friend said the "A"
but then I saw the "D"
One day my friend asked about "F"
but then again I look the "G"
Acting differently....
why doing so?
Doing the opposite,
no need a clarification.
It is sad to think
that someone close to you
is doing that way
It is bad to know
that someone close to you
is hiding something
at the back of you
But when you do the same way
as your friend did to you
what do you feel then?
Truth..
Somewhat is very difficult
to be said
to be done
It's very hard to tell
what lies beneath
Even it laid on the edge
you have difficulty
to speak it
out loud..
to express it
clearly...
So must we keep the truth
lock in tight, undone....???
Nice Quote
When I rise, let me rise joyful, like a bird.
When I fall, let me fall without regret, like a leaf.
(Wendell Berry)
When I fall, let me fall without regret, like a leaf.
(Wendell Berry)
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Miss my Hommie
Rabu, 29 Nov 2006,
Retakan Jembatan Tol Porong Melebar
SIDOARJO - Setelah tol Porong-Gempol ditutup total selamanya, kini giliran jalan raya Porong terancam ditutup pula. Sebab, jembatan tol yang melintang di atas jalan raya Porong dan rel KA retak akibat permukaan tanah yang terus turun.
Retaknya jembatan yang lokasinya di dekat akses masuk (entrance) dan akses keluar (exit) tol Porong-Gempol itu sebetulnya sudah diketahui Jasa Marga awal Oktober lalu. Saat itu lebar retakan yang melintang di ujung kedua sisi jembatan mencapai 6 cm.
Pada saat tim Jasa Marga mengeceknya lagi kemarin, lebar retakan bertambah hingga 9 cm. Jika kendaraan melintas di atasnya, terasa ada entakan cukup keras.
Meski demikian, karena dinilai belum membahayakan, Jasa Marga masih memperbolehkan kendaraan melewati jembatan itu. Begitu juga kendaraan dan kereta api yang lewat di bawah jembatan.
Kepala Kantor Cabang Jasa Marga Subakti Sukur mengatakan, keretakan jembatan tol Porong-Gempol dalam pengawasan intensif Jasa Marga. "Kami setiap hari mengirim tim ke sana untuk mengamati," kata Subakti saat dihubungi tadi malam.
Dari bawah jembatan, terlihat jelas retakan tersebut. Bahkan, tiang penyangga jembatan juga bergeser sekitar 5 cm. Penyebabnya sama, yakni penurunan tanah di sekitar fondasi tiang jembatan.
Subakti menyatakan, bila retaknya memasuki ambang batas, jalan raya Porong berikut rel KA akan ditutup total. "Kalau sudah membahayakan, jalan raya Porong akan kami tutup total," jelas kepala cabang Jasa Marga yang belakangan disibukkan akibat luapan lumpur panas Lapindo itu.
Menurut Subakti, jalan tol Porong-Gempol akan ditutup selamanya karena termasuk daerah berbahaya. Menurut rencana, Januari 2007 Lapindo akan menyuntik sumur lumpur tersebut. Bila sumur itu betul-betul bisa ditutup dan tidak mengeluarkan semburan lagi, Jasa Marga akan membuka kembali jalan tol yang merupakan urat nadi transportasi dari Surabaya ke arah Malang dan Pasuruan ke timur itu. "Selama ada luapan lumpur, kami tidak berani membuka jalan tol," tambah Subakti.
Keretakan jembatan tol ternyata lepas dari pengamatan Tim Nasional Penanggulangan Lumpur Panas Lapindo. Begitu melihat keretakan jalan itu kemarin, Timnas pun geger. Mereka khawatir jembatan tersebut ambruk. (din)
Retakan Jembatan Tol Porong Melebar
SIDOARJO - Setelah tol Porong-Gempol ditutup total selamanya, kini giliran jalan raya Porong terancam ditutup pula. Sebab, jembatan tol yang melintang di atas jalan raya Porong dan rel KA retak akibat permukaan tanah yang terus turun.
Retaknya jembatan yang lokasinya di dekat akses masuk (entrance) dan akses keluar (exit) tol Porong-Gempol itu sebetulnya sudah diketahui Jasa Marga awal Oktober lalu. Saat itu lebar retakan yang melintang di ujung kedua sisi jembatan mencapai 6 cm.
Pada saat tim Jasa Marga mengeceknya lagi kemarin, lebar retakan bertambah hingga 9 cm. Jika kendaraan melintas di atasnya, terasa ada entakan cukup keras.
Meski demikian, karena dinilai belum membahayakan, Jasa Marga masih memperbolehkan kendaraan melewati jembatan itu. Begitu juga kendaraan dan kereta api yang lewat di bawah jembatan.
Kepala Kantor Cabang Jasa Marga Subakti Sukur mengatakan, keretakan jembatan tol Porong-Gempol dalam pengawasan intensif Jasa Marga. "Kami setiap hari mengirim tim ke sana untuk mengamati," kata Subakti saat dihubungi tadi malam.
Dari bawah jembatan, terlihat jelas retakan tersebut. Bahkan, tiang penyangga jembatan juga bergeser sekitar 5 cm. Penyebabnya sama, yakni penurunan tanah di sekitar fondasi tiang jembatan.
Subakti menyatakan, bila retaknya memasuki ambang batas, jalan raya Porong berikut rel KA akan ditutup total. "Kalau sudah membahayakan, jalan raya Porong akan kami tutup total," jelas kepala cabang Jasa Marga yang belakangan disibukkan akibat luapan lumpur panas Lapindo itu.
Menurut Subakti, jalan tol Porong-Gempol akan ditutup selamanya karena termasuk daerah berbahaya. Menurut rencana, Januari 2007 Lapindo akan menyuntik sumur lumpur tersebut. Bila sumur itu betul-betul bisa ditutup dan tidak mengeluarkan semburan lagi, Jasa Marga akan membuka kembali jalan tol yang merupakan urat nadi transportasi dari Surabaya ke arah Malang dan Pasuruan ke timur itu. "Selama ada luapan lumpur, kami tidak berani membuka jalan tol," tambah Subakti.
Keretakan jembatan tol ternyata lepas dari pengamatan Tim Nasional Penanggulangan Lumpur Panas Lapindo. Begitu melihat keretakan jalan itu kemarin, Timnas pun geger. Mereka khawatir jembatan tersebut ambruk. (din)
Cinta itu seperti seseorang yang menunggu BIS
An interesting writing, fordwarded by my friend..It's worth reading.
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Sebuah bis datang, dan kau bilang, wah...terlalu penuh, nggak bisa duduk nih!
Aku tunggu bis berikutnya saja. Kemudian, bis berikutnya datang. Kamu
melihatnya dan berkata,"Aduh bisnya sudah tua dan jelek begini....nggak mau ah...."
Bis selanjutnya datang, tapi dia seakan-akan tidak melihatmu dan melewatimu
begitu saja.
Bis keempat berhenti di depan kamu. Bis itu kosong, kondisinya masih bagus,
tapi kamu bilang, "Nggak ada AC nih gua bisa kepanasan", maka kamu
membiarkan bis ketiga pergi.
Waktu terus berlalu, kamu mulai sadar bahwa kamu bisa terlambat pergi
kuliah. Ketika bis kelima datang, kamu langsung melompat masuk ke dalamnya.
Setelah beberapa lama, kamu akhirnya sadar kalau kamu salah menaiki bis.
Bis tersebut jurusannya bukan menuju kampusmu
Moral dari cerita ini, sering kali seseorang menunggu orang yang
benar-benar "ideal" untuk menjadi pasangan hidupnya.
Padahal tidak ada orang yang 100% memenuhi keidealan kita.
Tidak ada salahnya memiliki persyaratan untuk "calon", tapi tidak ada
salahnya juga memberi kesempatan kepada "bis" yang berhenti di depan kita
(tentunya dengan jurusan yang kita inginkan).
Apabila ternyata memang "bis" itu tidak cocok, kita masih bisa berteriak,
"Kiri" dan keluar dari bis.
Maka memberi kesempatan pada "bis", semuanya bergantung pada keputusan kita.
Daripada kita harus "jalan kaki menuju kampus" dalam arti meneruskan hidup
ini tanpa kehadiran orang yang dikasihi.
Cerita ini juga berarti, kalau kita benar-benar menemukan bis yang "kosong,
masih baru, dan ber-AC, dan tentunya sejurusan", kita harus berusaha sekuat
tenaga untuk memberhentikan bis tersebut dan masuk ke dalamnya, karena
menemukan bis seperti itu adalah suatu berkat yang sangat berharga dan
sangat berarti tapi tidak semua orang yang mendapatkannya.
Ingat usia anda:
Usia 17-20an : Siapa Saya
Usia 20-30an : Siapa Dia
Usia 30-50an : Siapa sajalah, yang penting ada??
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Sebuah bis datang, dan kau bilang, wah...terlalu penuh, nggak bisa duduk nih!
Aku tunggu bis berikutnya saja. Kemudian, bis berikutnya datang. Kamu
melihatnya dan berkata,"Aduh bisnya sudah tua dan jelek begini....nggak mau ah...."
Bis selanjutnya datang, tapi dia seakan-akan tidak melihatmu dan melewatimu
begitu saja.
Bis keempat berhenti di depan kamu. Bis itu kosong, kondisinya masih bagus,
tapi kamu bilang, "Nggak ada AC nih gua bisa kepanasan", maka kamu
membiarkan bis ketiga pergi.
Waktu terus berlalu, kamu mulai sadar bahwa kamu bisa terlambat pergi
kuliah. Ketika bis kelima datang, kamu langsung melompat masuk ke dalamnya.
Setelah beberapa lama, kamu akhirnya sadar kalau kamu salah menaiki bis.
Bis tersebut jurusannya bukan menuju kampusmu
Moral dari cerita ini, sering kali seseorang menunggu orang yang
benar-benar "ideal" untuk menjadi pasangan hidupnya.
Padahal tidak ada orang yang 100% memenuhi keidealan kita.
Tidak ada salahnya memiliki persyaratan untuk "calon", tapi tidak ada
salahnya juga memberi kesempatan kepada "bis" yang berhenti di depan kita
(tentunya dengan jurusan yang kita inginkan).
Apabila ternyata memang "bis" itu tidak cocok, kita masih bisa berteriak,
"Kiri" dan keluar dari bis.
Maka memberi kesempatan pada "bis", semuanya bergantung pada keputusan kita.
Daripada kita harus "jalan kaki menuju kampus" dalam arti meneruskan hidup
ini tanpa kehadiran orang yang dikasihi.
Cerita ini juga berarti, kalau kita benar-benar menemukan bis yang "kosong,
masih baru, dan ber-AC, dan tentunya sejurusan", kita harus berusaha sekuat
tenaga untuk memberhentikan bis tersebut dan masuk ke dalamnya, karena
menemukan bis seperti itu adalah suatu berkat yang sangat berharga dan
sangat berarti tapi tidak semua orang yang mendapatkannya.
Ingat usia anda:
Usia 17-20an : Siapa Saya
Usia 20-30an : Siapa Dia
Usia 30-50an : Siapa sajalah, yang penting ada??
Miss the Rain..
I think one most wanted thing right now is “RAIN”. It’s a very long time that the rain doesn’t come. The weather here in Gresik is too damned hot!!!!!!!!!! Pollutions are everywhere, dusts, toxic gas…..Phew, I need to breathe in a fresh air.
The sun is melted my body. My body is sweating always on the way to my office in the morning. Just image this way. It’s supposed to be a chilly fresh air in the morning. But the sun is showing up too early. Early in the morning at 5 am, it shows up already. Phew…
Rain…
Rain…
I need you.
I miss you.
Sun…
Sun...
Just take a rest for a while
Don’t wake up too early
Please let the Rain takes your duty
for a moment.
The sun is melted my body. My body is sweating always on the way to my office in the morning. Just image this way. It’s supposed to be a chilly fresh air in the morning. But the sun is showing up too early. Early in the morning at 5 am, it shows up already. Phew…
Rain…
Rain…
I need you.
I miss you.
Sun…
Sun...
Just take a rest for a while
Don’t wake up too early
Please let the Rain takes your duty
for a moment.
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
ThRougH ThiS yE@R.......
Many things happens through this year. It’s close to December and soon we’ll face a new year. Have we already changed? What kind of things we’ve already done through this year? What are the plans for the next year? Do we already evaluate ourselves for things we’ve been done so far?..
An achievement…
An accomplished plan..
A brand new live…
Have we already attain one of those?…
Or even live gets worse?
Or even we plan a brand new other plan?
The next year,
will become a New Year…..
The world stands still
Everyone is fast moving
Stop dancing and laughing
Start to do working
Coz working is so pleasing
An achievement…
An accomplished plan..
A brand new live…
Have we already attain one of those?…
Or even live gets worse?
Or even we plan a brand new other plan?
The next year,
will become a New Year…..
The world stands still
Everyone is fast moving
Stop dancing and laughing
Start to do working
Coz working is so pleasing
isn't it........
gloomy...
overwhelmed...
feel grinned....
joyful..
cheerfull..
pleasant..
what a contradictory...
overwhelmed...
feel grinned....
joyful..
cheerfull..
pleasant..
what a contradictory...
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